Last night I had a very vivid dream. I attribute it to the fact that I've been doing a lot of reading this last week, as the dream took on many qualities from the fantasy-style story I've been enjoying.
In my dream, I was in a magical land, where wizards and other magical beings lived. Akaila was there as well. We were presented with goblets full of a delicious, aromatic liquid. It was a magical concoction, of course, and would allow the person drinking it to become another person for a day. Akaila was shown the drink that would turn her into me, and I was shown the drink that would turn me into her. In order to change, we would have a brief period of time during which we would be flooded with one another's memories. Those memories, trials, successes, failures, fears, and emotions would become our own.
As we debated if we wanted to try it for a day or not, I thought to myself, "If Akaila was me for a day, she would desperately want back into her life. She would finally understand why I'm so depressed, and she would be miserable." In a sense, I didn't want her to drink from my cup. Another, selfish side of me wanted her to drink it, simply so that she would GET IT. Someone would finally truly understand me. I thought that if I drank from her cup, I would probably feel a sense of lightness, simply from having lived less years. I also thought how educating it would be for me to be able to get into her mind.
Well, we decided to do it. Akaila took my cup, and began to drink from it.
And I woke up. No!!!
I wasn't completely awake, though. I feel like I was somewhere between dreams and reality, because I kept seeing images, but I was consciously aware of them, and of myself lying in bed. It's a nice place to be.
In my beautiful restful place between awake and asleep, my mind landed upon the Savior. In a garden. Praying. Asking if it were possible for His Father to take away the cup that He would drink....of course, he followed it with a statement that He would do His Father's will.
And it hit me.
I often feel so misunderstood. Unappreciated. And yet, I don't NEED Akaila, or Clay, or anyone else in this world to drink my cup. I don't NEED them to understand me completely, and to know me completely, because HE already drank the cup. HE already knows me through and through. He knows my thoughts, my fears, my doubts, my shortcomings. He knows my successes, my talents, my joys. Jesus the Christ drank my cup. He drank YOUR cup. I don't need magical potions in a magical land. The magic has already happened, through my Savior.
I am not alone. You are not alone. What a comforting, beautiful thing. I'm so grateful for the dreamy reminder that I received of that last night, after an emotional few weeks.
I've been terrible about updating this blog, but I had to write my thoughts down before they fade from me. In doing so, I hope to keep this precious reminder alive in my heart for as long as possible.
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Sunday, August 2, 2015
Tuesday, July 29, 2014
More Test Results, Phase 1 Has Begun
So, I have been on my new treatment plan for 3 weeks. I've been following the anti-inflammatory diet, as well as taking a boatload of supplements and drinking more water than I ever have.
The pain that made it hard to use my left thumb has improved some. I was able to clip my fingernails with my left hand in 5 minutes! It used to take an hour because it hurt so bad, I'd have to take a break and ice it. It's a big deal. :)
I'm not needing to take a nap every day anymore. I still tire easily, and have been told not to try exercising just yet. That didn't stop me from attempting to hike to Twin Lakes at Silver Lake. Didn't happen. About 100 feet in of elevation gain and I thought I was gonna pass out. The kids were glad, because they didn't want to to the hike.
Anyway, my Food Panel tests have come back, and I have a few food sensitivities:
Most of these sensitivities should not cause much problem. I will eventually be able to add most, if not all (except wheat) back into my diet, as long as I am cautious about not combining a lot of the foods or eating too much at one time.
Today I was able to add brown rice back into the diet. Oh my gosh, it was heaven. I only get 1/3 cup a day while I'm testing it out, and it was SO hard to not eat the whole dang pot full!
In a few days I'll try out eggs and then after that, lean beef. I'm so excited!
The pain that made it hard to use my left thumb has improved some. I was able to clip my fingernails with my left hand in 5 minutes! It used to take an hour because it hurt so bad, I'd have to take a break and ice it. It's a big deal. :)
I'm not needing to take a nap every day anymore. I still tire easily, and have been told not to try exercising just yet. That didn't stop me from attempting to hike to Twin Lakes at Silver Lake. Didn't happen. About 100 feet in of elevation gain and I thought I was gonna pass out. The kids were glad, because they didn't want to to the hike.
Anyway, my Food Panel tests have come back, and I have a few food sensitivities:
- Kidney Beans
- Pinto Beans
- Cantaloupe
- Cheese
- Milk, Cow's
- Cranberry
- Egg
- Milk, Goat's
- Oat
- Pineapple
- Pumpkin
- Sesame
- Tomato
- Wheat
Most of these sensitivities should not cause much problem. I will eventually be able to add most, if not all (except wheat) back into my diet, as long as I am cautious about not combining a lot of the foods or eating too much at one time.
Today I was able to add brown rice back into the diet. Oh my gosh, it was heaven. I only get 1/3 cup a day while I'm testing it out, and it was SO hard to not eat the whole dang pot full!
In a few days I'll try out eggs and then after that, lean beef. I'm so excited!
Monday, July 7, 2014
Test Results and Treatment Plans
I finally had my follow up doctor appointment to get the results of the blood tests. And it wasn’t pretty.
Part of the treatment plan is nutritional. I've got a very specific meal plan, along with half a dozen supplements. Here's the gist of it:
- Severe anemia pattern, so low that unless we get it up quickly I’ll need IV therapy.
- Possible Hyperparathyroidism (not the same as thyroid issues), will need surgery…one more blood test was done on Thursday to confirm.
- Not enough oxygen in the blood cells.
- Red blood cells not regenerating fast enough, causing inflammation and blocking my body’s ability to absorb the nutrients I need (like iron).
- Multiple food intolerances.
- Pre-diabetes
- Red blood cells shrinking, causing a wide variety of sizes (apparently they are all supposed to be pretty similar in size to keep your body working properly).
- Liver not doing it's job properly, probably because of the inflammation.
- And more.
- Food to avoid: dairy, eggs, gluten, tomatoes, dehydrated fruit, rice, corn, potatoes, soda, fruit juices, iodized salt, sweeteners of any kind, soy, peanuts, beef, pork, shellfish, cold cuts, bacon, hot dogs, canned meat, sausage.
- Food I CAN eat: herbal teas (with no sweetener), quinoa, buckwheat, fresh fruits, fresh veggies, sea salt, individual spices, peas, beans, fish (except shellfish), unsweetened coconut and almond milk, raw nuts (except peanuts), flax seeds, moderate amounts of chicken and turkey, moderate amounts of sweet potato.
- Drink a MINIMUM of 75 oz/day. This is gonna be tough for me. I suck at drinking water, but it's critical, due to the types of supplements I'm taking.
- Breakfast with one ClearVite drink and 5 supplements, snack, lunch with 4 supplements and ClearVite, snack, dinner with 5 supplements and ClearVite, and bedtime snack. Each at specific times.
- 2 doctor appts/week for the first phase, then 1/week for phase 2 (about a month into the program), and then eventually once every other week.
- Allowed foods may change upon getting the food panel tests back. We'll see!
Monday, April 22, 2013
United States of Autism Premiere
The first night it premiered was at the beginning of April in NYC. The theater sold out!
It came to our area last Thursday, April 18, and it was so fun to get to see it.
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I feel like I owe thanks to so many, and I'm not sure the best way to do it. I am planning to send personal thank-you notes, but there were so many who were supportive who I don't personally know and cannot properly thank. So...I'll say THANK YOU here. Thank you for supporting our family on this special night; THANK YOU for supporting The Tommy Foundation and those who were involved in making the film. THANK YOU for caring about autism and about the amazing, wonderful individuals all around us who deal with autism on a daily basis.
I've had a lot of people ask...YES, the film will be out on DVD/Blu Ray in the fall. Can't wait!!
Friday, February 15, 2013
2012 Review
Yeah, so I'm sorta WAY slow on posting the review for last year, but whadya gonna do? I've fallen behind, what can I say? Ah, well, better late than never.
Basically I asked the kids to tell me a few things that stood out for them in 2012:
Munchkin:
Basically I asked the kids to tell me a few things that stood out for them in 2012:
Munchkin:
- Went to Bear Lake 3 times, went to Logan, Moab, and Goblin Valley
- Favorite teacher in 2012 was Mr. Campbell
- Started 4th grade
- Got on the honor roll 3 times.
- Learned to swim.
- Grew her first set of crystals.
- Favorite "vacation": Going to Bloomington and riding a horse for the 1st time, playing with kittens and puppies, and finishing the day at Bear Lake.
Buddy Boy:
- Went to Bear Lake 3 times; went to Logan, Moab, and Goblin Valley.
- Favorite teacher: Ms Kynzie.
- Started Kindergarten
- Began reading really well (2nd grade reading level)
- Started U-FIT - favorite part of U-FIT was getting in the pool.
- Favorite "Vacation": Bear Lake
Mom:
- Lost 20 lbs.
- Monetized her blog.
And here are the plans/goals for this new year...once again, the kids' goals are their own:
- Family - Go to Disneyland (probably for the last time).
- Buddy Boy - Get completely potty trained.
- Munchkin - Go skiing for the first time (did it and had a blast!!)
- Mom - face fear of heights by going hang gliding.
- Buddy Boy - Learn art
- Munchkin - Learn to do a back flip on the trampoline.
- Munchkin - Memorize 12 times tables
- Munchkin - Learn to do more new hairstyles.
- Munchkin - Learn to cook more dinners.
- Munchkin - Go camping (preferably in Wyoming or Montana)
- Mom - Lose 10-15 more lbs
- Mom & Munchkin - Begin learning to play piano.
- Parker - Have Green days at school.
- Munchkin - Do a one handed cartwheel.
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Tuesday, January 15, 2013
Love/Hate Relationship with Roller Coasters
This week has been crazy...oh my gosh, a complete roller coaster of emotions!
At the end of last week I attended the funeral of a cousin. It was a beautiful service, but sad, of course. The night before the funeral, my co-worker's mom died. I feel for her...she's SO close to her mom, and has expressed to me her fear of not being ready to lose her mom yet, and then it happened anyway. My heart aches for her.
Between covering for my co-worker (which I am HAPPY to do), putting in extra hours at work, and administering dozens of tests, I have become worn out in the workplace.
Also between the 8 doctor appointments and 1 dentist appointment in the last 2 weeks, I've become worn out with healthcare.
Add to that the DOZENS of "accidents" my son has had in just the last two days (but that's another post for another day), I've become a bit ornery in the home.
Oh yeah, and in the last 4 days I've begun experiencing migraines, blurred vision, bloating, stomach aches, nausea, acid reflux, painful joints, and the like...you know, the standard things that come when I eat gluten...except that I haven't come near anything containing gluten in months.
I've not been a real treat to be around, and I am ashamed of it. My family definitely deserves better than what they've been getting, and I'm feeling like a pretty big schmuck...or something.
On Sunday, my daughter (10 years old) got a phone call from one of her best friends. She was told that her friend has not been at school for the last week because she'd been really sick and during tests doctors found a TUMOR!! In this sweet 9-year old girl! My daughter has been heartsick and crying for 2 days straight, even though we didn't yet know if the tumor was malignant. It's so hard to convince a young child not to worry when they hear the word "tumor" or possibly "cancer". She kept asking me if I would PROMISE that her friend would be okay. Oh my gosh.
It's days like Sunday that I wished there was a parenting manual.
But! There are always the good times, too, the moments that buoy us back up for another day:
Today we got the fantastic news that the tumor was BENIGN!!!! Yay!! The squealing and hugging that went on in my house this afternoon could probably be heard by a few of our neighbors.
Munchkin got to go skiing for the first time ever today with her fellow schoolmates. Best field trip ever, I hear.
I'm exhausted. Emotionally and physically. I have become so ditzy in the last few months, it's ridiculous. I hope it's just me not handling stress well and missing the sun, because I swear, I'm lucky I haven't burned the house down (more than once), driven off the road while losing focus, or left my kids at school. Eek!
Thursday, August 30, 2012
The Winds of Change
I know that a lot of people don't like change....and so this may seem really stupid.
I am SCARED. I'm scared of all the changes we have going on right now. Buddy Boy will be starting a new school next week. That change is more than enough for me. Along with it comes a lot of different schedules, budgeting, and work changes. I am SO grateful we got him into the school, because we could never afford a private autism school. But I'm still scared.
We will drive him the 16+ miles (one way) twice each day, and I'm scared of putting over 60 miles a day on our car, when we only have one that runs well. I'm scared of how much the gas is going to be.
I'm scared of the changes Clay has had at work, and of the lower pay that it has meant. I'm scared of his longer days of work, because it has forced me to cut my hours at my job, and between his cut in pay and the new daily commute we'll have, I'm scared of what the new budget will look like.
More than anything, I'm scared of screwing everything we have going on up and wrecking it for everyone. These changes, in my heart of hearts, I know are a good thing. We will survive them, even THRIVE with them. But I can't help being afraid of not handling it well and ruining things for all involved. I'm a freakin' wrecking ball most of the time. There are days when everything I touch goes to pot. I have got to get my act together so that these changes are positive.
I hate complaining, especially when I know how unbelievably blessed we are. The truth, however, is that I still fill myself with doubt. When will I learn?
Stupid whine over.
I am SCARED. I'm scared of all the changes we have going on right now. Buddy Boy will be starting a new school next week. That change is more than enough for me. Along with it comes a lot of different schedules, budgeting, and work changes. I am SO grateful we got him into the school, because we could never afford a private autism school. But I'm still scared.
We will drive him the 16+ miles (one way) twice each day, and I'm scared of putting over 60 miles a day on our car, when we only have one that runs well. I'm scared of how much the gas is going to be.
I'm scared of the changes Clay has had at work, and of the lower pay that it has meant. I'm scared of his longer days of work, because it has forced me to cut my hours at my job, and between his cut in pay and the new daily commute we'll have, I'm scared of what the new budget will look like.
More than anything, I'm scared of screwing everything we have going on up and wrecking it for everyone. These changes, in my heart of hearts, I know are a good thing. We will survive them, even THRIVE with them. But I can't help being afraid of not handling it well and ruining things for all involved. I'm a freakin' wrecking ball most of the time. There are days when everything I touch goes to pot. I have got to get my act together so that these changes are positive.
I hate complaining, especially when I know how unbelievably blessed we are. The truth, however, is that I still fill myself with doubt. When will I learn?
Stupid whine over.
Monday, August 27, 2012
Summers' Summary
Well, it's official....Munchkin is back in school, with Buddy Boy to follow in a week. Our summer vacation is (gulp) OVER.
A moment of silence to mourn.
This was the first summer in many years that I have not had health problems, and I gotta tell you, I'd forgotten how great summer can be! Maybe that's why it seemed to fly by faster than ever before. I'm already gearing up and making plans for next year, ha ha.
A moment of silence to mourn.
This was the first summer in many years that I have not had health problems, and I gotta tell you, I'd forgotten how great summer can be! Maybe that's why it seemed to fly by faster than ever before. I'm already gearing up and making plans for next year, ha ha.
We took a couple of trips to Bear Lake and Bloomington, ID,
enjoyed eating fresh produce,
explored the Clark Planetarium,
played with Grandma and cousins,
had fun at yard sales and at making random treats,
took a trip to Moab,
explored Utah's beauty,
explored the Clark Planetarium,
played with Grandma and cousins,
had fun at yard sales and at making random treats,
took a trip to Moab,
explored Utah's beauty,
and tortured the kids with too many pictures.
Ahh, summertime. Can't wait to do it again.
Tuesday, August 14, 2012
Bread for All
Last Wednesday I did some filming for the New Testament Project that the church is doing. Last time I did it, I wrote a really long post about it, and I want to avoid that, so I'm just going to point out some things that I want to remember:
- It was HOT! It was 105 degrees on set, and all of the extras were wearing thick, long, layered robes along with thick, heavy, tightly tied turbans. Oh my gosh, it was hot. By the time we took lunch, six people had already gone down and had to leave from heat exhaustion.
- Corbin Allred was the head of the rescue team, the group of men available for those who got sick. That was fun. He was really sweet and I enjoyed chatting with him for a bit.
- We filmed the scene "Jesus Feeds the Five Thousand" (John 6:1-14 is one reference). It was really cool to be a part of such a great story from the New Testament.
- One of the 12 disciples (I don't know which he was playing) handed me bread from the basket. I in turn broke it and shared with others. It was fresh loaves of wheat bread, and because of the heat, and to keep it real, we were encouraged to eat the bread. After each take they brought out more fresh bread for us. I of course, couldn't eat any and the disciple told me he was going to "tell Jesus on me" for not eating. I replied that if Jesus Himself came down and blessed this bread, I would eat it, but until then, I was not going to ingest anything with gluten. It was pretty funny. It looked and smelled so good, and I was tempted, not going to lie. The dried fish was not as tempting.
- My day began at 4:00 am when I got up and drove to Goshen, UT. It ended at 9:00 pm when I arrived home exhausted.
- Sitting on the desert floor was miserable, ha ha! It was hot and scratchy, and there were lots and lots of fire ants just waiting for someone to eat.
(I cannot share any pictures from that day and was not allowed to take any pictures on set, so here's a photo that the church has shared here...this is the land we were on.)
- I was once again mistaken for a teenager by multiple people. I suppose when you can't wear makeup and you're all dressed in similar clothing, it's hard to tell. I cannot lie though, it made me very happy.
- I continue to be amazed at the spirit that is able to be present there, although I can attest that the biggest indicator of the spirit is your own personal attitude. In the (literal) "heat of the moment", it can be hard to feel that...because you're tired, hungry, hot, dirty and you have a headache. But in the moments of pondering and reflecting and REALIZING what you're a part of, the spirit is all over. In scripture study later on, the scenes I've been a part of are so much more alive, you know?
- I was once again impressed by how REAL everything was. It's awesome to walk down a hill and see hundreds of other "Jews" walking with you...it feels SO REAL.
- As physically difficult as it was, the whole thing was worth it, especially when I walked into my house and heard Parker screaming at the top of his lungs, "MOMMY, YOU'RE HOME!!!" and giving me the world's biggest hug.
This is the 4th project I've been able to do with the church in the last year. I realize that the next year will not be nearly as generous, as the New Testament Project wraps up and as more and more people apply to be a part of other projects. While the thought saddens me, I can't help but feel happy about the stuff I've been able to do. Work schedules have managed to somehow work themselves out so that neither Clay or I have had to take time off work for me to do this, and it's really been great.
Sunday, July 22, 2012
In Our Own Words
I guess I've not been acting very mature lately, because this morning Munchkin asked me,
"Mom, what do you want to do when you're an adult?"
Should I be flattered? A mere four hours later Buddy Boy said to me,
"Mom, you're not a lady. You're just a little girl!"
It was like he was scolding me....:-)
"Mom, what do you want to do when you're an adult?"
Should I be flattered? A mere four hours later Buddy Boy said to me,
"Mom, you're not a lady. You're just a little girl!"
It was like he was scolding me....:-)
Monday, May 14, 2012
Lucky Mom!
Yesterday was THE BEST day.
In years past, all I've wanted for Mother's Day was to take a nap. Yesterday I did not want a nap, and I am so glad I didn't waste my day away sleeping. Instead, I celebrated with those who made my dreams of becoming a mother come true.
Call me a sinner, but I didn't go to church yesterday. Last year on Mother's Day, I was at church and Buddy Boy was having a tough time. Not too bad, but he was a little ornery. Some young men at the front of the church were also being kinda wiggly, and I thought it was funny to see. The couple sitting directly behind my family also noticed the disruptive teenagers and the husband made a comment about it. His wife replied, "well, at least they're not as bad as Buddy." OUT LOUD!!! FOR ME TO HEAR. They compared my then 4-year old son WITH AUTISM to the neuro-typical 16 YEAR OLDS, and insulted him. I left church that day early with my boy and in tears. I decided that this year I wanted to celebrate my kids, and not allow anyone to belittle them or me....
And so I took the kids on a hike instead. It was fantastic! We went up a little canyon that a friend took us to last week, and it was so much fun. The post below with the two videos is of the wildlife that came to see us while we were there. I didn't help the kids with much, if any, of the hike, and so Buddy Boy in particular had to work at it. Munchkin was her usual in-shape, energetic self, and was proud to lead us up and down the trail. The pride those kids felt after accomplishing the hike was so fun to see.
We were chock-full of endorphins afterwards, so we blasted some tunes on the drive home. We enjoyed it so much that we decided to continue the music at home and we jammed and danced for an hour...which ROCKED! (I have a video, but it's not exactly flattering of me, so I might spare you that one)
Later, we went to a local playground and had a good time running, rolling down hills, and the like. I was exhausted by the end of the day, but oh, so happy! I'm gonna plan a full day with the kids every Mother's Day from now on. No more naps for me:)
In years past, all I've wanted for Mother's Day was to take a nap. Yesterday I did not want a nap, and I am so glad I didn't waste my day away sleeping. Instead, I celebrated with those who made my dreams of becoming a mother come true.
Call me a sinner, but I didn't go to church yesterday. Last year on Mother's Day, I was at church and Buddy Boy was having a tough time. Not too bad, but he was a little ornery. Some young men at the front of the church were also being kinda wiggly, and I thought it was funny to see. The couple sitting directly behind my family also noticed the disruptive teenagers and the husband made a comment about it. His wife replied, "well, at least they're not as bad as Buddy." OUT LOUD!!! FOR ME TO HEAR. They compared my then 4-year old son WITH AUTISM to the neuro-typical 16 YEAR OLDS, and insulted him. I left church that day early with my boy and in tears. I decided that this year I wanted to celebrate my kids, and not allow anyone to belittle them or me....
And so I took the kids on a hike instead. It was fantastic! We went up a little canyon that a friend took us to last week, and it was so much fun. The post below with the two videos is of the wildlife that came to see us while we were there. I didn't help the kids with much, if any, of the hike, and so Buddy Boy in particular had to work at it. Munchkin was her usual in-shape, energetic self, and was proud to lead us up and down the trail. The pride those kids felt after accomplishing the hike was so fun to see.
We were chock-full of endorphins afterwards, so we blasted some tunes on the drive home. We enjoyed it so much that we decided to continue the music at home and we jammed and danced for an hour...which ROCKED! (I have a video, but it's not exactly flattering of me, so I might spare you that one)
Later, we went to a local playground and had a good time running, rolling down hills, and the like. I was exhausted by the end of the day, but oh, so happy! I'm gonna plan a full day with the kids every Mother's Day from now on. No more naps for me:)
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Men's Hearts Shall Fail Them
St. Luke 21:25
"And there shall be signs in the sun, and in the moon, and in the stars; and upon the earth distress of nations, with perplexity; the sea and the waves roaring; Men's hearts failing them for fear, and for looking after those things which are coming on the earth..."
Elder Nelson shares his thoughts on this scripture in an eloquent and heartfelt way:
To see other inspirational videos, along with many "good reminders", you can go to LDS.org, or you can subscribe to the Youtube channel, Mormon Messages.
"And there shall be signs in the sun, and in the moon, and in the stars; and upon the earth distress of nations, with perplexity; the sea and the waves roaring; Men's hearts failing them for fear, and for looking after those things which are coming on the earth..."
Elder Nelson shares his thoughts on this scripture in an eloquent and heartfelt way:
To see other inspirational videos, along with many "good reminders", you can go to LDS.org, or you can subscribe to the Youtube channel, Mormon Messages.
Monday, November 28, 2011
My Gratitude List
Throughout this month
I've read hundreds of gratitude lists from friends. I chose not to
participate, because I didn't trust myself to remember every day, and
quite honestly, because I didn't want to simply 'follow the crowd'. I
have, however, truly enjoyed reading so many thoughtful statuses, so
many kind words, and feeling the feelings that were meant to accompany
them. I thank all of my FB friends and family who posted every day,
because you really lifted my heart.
I'm not gifted in the way of words like some are (Yes you, Andrea Aquin and you, Kambree Miller). I read the words of others; they are harmonious and melodious, they paint a picture, they tell a story, they speak to the heart. You will not see that from me today, because that isn't something I'm good at, and that's okay. You're just going to get a simple bullet-pointed list, because making lists, well, that's something I know how to do:
And many, many more, but I'll leave it at that. Happy Thanksgiving.
I'm not gifted in the way of words like some are (Yes you, Andrea Aquin and you, Kambree Miller). I read the words of others; they are harmonious and melodious, they paint a picture, they tell a story, they speak to the heart. You will not see that from me today, because that isn't something I'm good at, and that's okay. You're just going to get a simple bullet-pointed list, because making lists, well, that's something I know how to do:
- I'm thankful for my kids. There is no greater gift in my life than the gift those kids are to me. With every breath they take, they take my breath away. Their thoughtfulness, their humility, their eagerness to learn, everything about them sets me in awe.
- I am thankful for those around me who love my kids. When aunts and uncles and cousins and friends treat my children with respect and admiration, I see it and my heart soars. Thank you, thank you, thank you, for loving my kids.
- Last Sunday I was (and still am) thankful for a positive strep throat culture. Oh, the relief of knowing I was not going to be sent home without antibiotics! It was a big deal.
- I am thankful to see Buddy Boy learning to read. We were still working on him writing letters correctly, but he decided it was time to move on and just started. It's so exciting to see his progress.
- I am thankful that Munchkin is such an amazing student. I certainly never had all 98% and above in every school subject. She's not only smart, but she's well behaved, and I've only heard RAVES about her as a student.
- I am thankful for good, kind, loving, and dedicated teachers (Ahem, Shelly Prettyman). The difference in my children when they have a teacher who cares vs. a teacher who is simply working for a paycheck is HUGE. We've been so blessed to have good teachers 80% of the time.
- I am grateful for the opportunities I've had in the last few months to be involved with a couple of church productions. No big parts, mind you, but no matter the role, the spirit is there, and it's very uplifting.
- I am thankful for so many good people surrounding us. From the neighbor who always leaves goodies on my porch when I'm down to the neighbor who invites Munchkin over to play to the friend who gave Buddy Boy an iPad....how can we NOT be grateful?
- I am thankful for good music. For the Jack Johnson's out there to provide me music when I need to just enjoy the mellow, relaxing waves of life. For the many Christian artists whose music uplifts me when I need it. For the APPROPRIATE teeny bop music I can feel okay with my daughter listening to. For the stuff that makes me wanna move, for the sounds that motivate and challenge me, and for those that soothe and inspire me. I'm grateful to be a lover of music.
- I am thankful to have discovered how wonderfully soothing herbal chamomile tea is on a sore throat.
- I am thankful that Buddy Boy's trip and stay at the hospital did not lead to surgery as initially thought, and that he's already completely recovered.
- I am thankful for family in general. I am thankful to have a home to live in. I am thankful that my husband has a stable job with good insurance. I am thankful for the gospel. I am thankful for my Heavenly Father and Savior, Jesus Christ.
And many, many more, but I'll leave it at that. Happy Thanksgiving.
Sunday, November 6, 2011
Temple Grandin and Autism
Thursday I took a day off work and went to Buddy Boy's school to meet a very special someone...named Temple Grandin.
Before you say "Who's Temple Grandin?" (because that just might tick me off), let me tell you a little about her.
Temple Grandin has Autism.
She is the author of at least half a dozen books, her most recent one being "The Way I See It"
These are a couple of pictures of her before the meeting actually began. I also made video, but it was with my little phone and unfortunately, you can't really hear anything she's saying. SOO, I'm going to borrow this video that the gal sitting next to me made. It just happens to be the same thing that I had recorded, only The Autie Project made it MUCH better than I ever could have.
Before you say "Who's Temple Grandin?" (because that just might tick me off), let me tell you a little about her.
Temple Grandin has Autism.
She is the author of at least half a dozen books, her most recent one being "The Way I See It"
She is the subject of a recent movie, Temple Grandin - The HBO Movie,
which just happened to win a bunch of Emmy awards.
She has achieved what many didn't believe someone on the Autism Spectrum could achieve. She leads the way for thousands of families, bringing hope to so many.
THAT is who was at Buddy Boy's school on Thursday. And it was fantastic meeting her and being able to talk with her. She had a lot of very blunt, but incredibly helpful advice for all parents there, and I've already made changes to how we do some things with Buddy Boy as a result.
Sunday, September 4, 2011
Filming The New Testament
So, I signed up to be an extra for the church's filming of the New Testament. A long time ago. Turns out that another 10,000+ other people did too. So, I was quite surprised (pleasantly!) to get a phone call last Monday night from LDS Casting, asking me if I'd be willing to come in and film on Thursday. I was able to work out Clay's work and babysitters so that I could go. I later got a call asking me to come Wednesday as well, but was unable to rearrange things for two days.
Anyway, I received an email at 9:30 Wednesday night informing me of the call time. I was to be in Goshen, UT by 7:00 am Thursday morning. I won't lie, I was worried about the early morning, since Tuesday night I started feeling sick. And get this: I felt good the entire day of filming, until driving home. The cold has taken hold since. I just somehow managed to skip a day. Just try and tell me that's not a miracle!
I was up at 5:00 am and on the road at 5:20. Upon arrival, I was ushered into a tent that I would be sharing with 250 others. I was among the first of the extras called to wardrobe, and so I didn't really know what to expect. What I found was incredible. I was assigned at "African Temple Background", and was given sandals, and outfit, hair, makeup, and jewelry. The outfit I was given was not exactly modest...but I suppose it fit the time period! How ironic that I had to show my temple recommend to be in the film, and almost immediately afterward was given clothing that I couldn't even wear my garments with! Heck, I couldn't even wear my bra completely. My dress was sleeveless on one side and it came down under my arm on the other side, leaving me a nice, bare shoulder. It also came above my knees. I tried bargaining for something different (Are you sure you want me in this? My arms are pretty flabby!). Didn't work. :-)
Anyway, I received my clothing and went to change, after which I was sent to hair and makeup. I was given a plain turban-style wrap over my head, covering my hair completely. At makeup, I was told that I was way too light and would be washed out, so they darkened me up. That was definitely a first in Utah! Although seeing everyone else that was African background, I can see why. I didn't exactly look the part until they darkened me. They covered me in a dark stain from head to toe. It was nice having an instant tan, but it was a shock looking at my face!
Walking back into the extras tent was pretty cool. Being one of the first ones put in costume, I got a lot of stares. And yes, I loved it. I felt like a star! (It doesn't take much to make me feel special.) As time went by, we started seeing more and more costumes, and it was incredible. The Roman soldiers walking around were my favorite, but there were also pharisees, temple guards, Jewish men and women, Africans, and Persians. The Persians received really fancy bright clothing, and they got makeup. I got a lot of pictures, but can't post them...contract!:-)
After a while, we were taken to the set, and my gosh, it was incredible. I mean, how many people can say they've visited Jerusalem? How many can say they've seen ANCIENT Jerusalem? It was just like being there. The man playing Jesus was on set also, and people were so excited to see him! Initially, I thought it seemed a little silly, these hundreds of starstruck people. But as the day went on, I began to see him differently. Not as an actor who was playing an amazing part, but as a representative of the Savior. I mean, you have to understand. Standing on set with hundreds of others, ALL of whom are dressed and playing parts just like me, it began to feel as if I was REALLY there...as if the Savior was truly walking among us, cleansing the temple! And so, when we wrapped and left the set for the day, I was so thrilled to have the chance to exchange a few words with this man (his real name is John). One of the other extras waved at him, and later said he could cross "meet Jesus" off his bucket list....ha ha!
But before the wrap, we filmed two scenes. Yes, two scenes total, and it was a 12.5 hour day! If that isn't testament to the detail that has to go into filming, I don't know what is. For the first scene, we were walking through the temple where the money changers were, the animals, and everyone else, when suddenly we heard a crash and ran off, scared. The crew members didn't tell us that anything was going to crash, so when it happened, my response was not acted. In fact, I jumped and looked back, and then panicked, thinking I'd screwed up. But no, that was exactly what they wanted!
The second scene was an extension of the first, but just from a different angle, and a little further into the cleansing of the temple. They were filming people running and scattering out of the temple while the Pharisees challenged Jesus. They sent me off at the end of the scene, as one of the stragglers still running around. They then ended the scene with the sheep scattered, tables overturned, the temple empty of people and everything, except for Christ and one perfect little lamb. The poor lamb was scared to death...all of his sheep friends had taken off running and he had to stay!
Speaking of the lamb, it was awesome working with animals on scene! I loved it. On set were donkeys, pigeons, sheep, and doves. There were two camels there too, but they weren't on set.
Anyway, that's the gist of my day. I won't lie, it was hot in the sun, and physically I was not comfortable in the outfit I had. But the day was about so much more! Too see the camaraderie among people was inspirational. People from all over the world (literally, there were people from as far away as Ghana!!), all walks of life, all ages, coming together. I shared friendships with so many people. At the end, some gals asked me how old I was, and were shocked to hear how old I am (31 if anyone is interested). As we took turns guessing each others' ages, it struck me that these were people who I may not necessarily be friends with in the real world. We are different ages, have different interests, different styles, and so much more. Yet that day, we were simply humans, all grateful for the opportunity to celebrate our Savior's love and life. Friends. Brothers and sisters.
I'll never forget that feeling of unity. I'll never forget the feeling of walking the streets of Jerusalem, as the Savior walked among us. It was...I can't even think of an accurate word for it. Amazing? Awesome? Awe inspiring? All I know is, I want to carry the feeling with me. Forever.
Anyway, I received an email at 9:30 Wednesday night informing me of the call time. I was to be in Goshen, UT by 7:00 am Thursday morning. I won't lie, I was worried about the early morning, since Tuesday night I started feeling sick. And get this: I felt good the entire day of filming, until driving home. The cold has taken hold since. I just somehow managed to skip a day. Just try and tell me that's not a miracle!
I was up at 5:00 am and on the road at 5:20. Upon arrival, I was ushered into a tent that I would be sharing with 250 others. I was among the first of the extras called to wardrobe, and so I didn't really know what to expect. What I found was incredible. I was assigned at "African Temple Background", and was given sandals, and outfit, hair, makeup, and jewelry. The outfit I was given was not exactly modest...but I suppose it fit the time period! How ironic that I had to show my temple recommend to be in the film, and almost immediately afterward was given clothing that I couldn't even wear my garments with! Heck, I couldn't even wear my bra completely. My dress was sleeveless on one side and it came down under my arm on the other side, leaving me a nice, bare shoulder. It also came above my knees. I tried bargaining for something different (Are you sure you want me in this? My arms are pretty flabby!). Didn't work. :-)
Anyway, I received my clothing and went to change, after which I was sent to hair and makeup. I was given a plain turban-style wrap over my head, covering my hair completely. At makeup, I was told that I was way too light and would be washed out, so they darkened me up. That was definitely a first in Utah! Although seeing everyone else that was African background, I can see why. I didn't exactly look the part until they darkened me. They covered me in a dark stain from head to toe. It was nice having an instant tan, but it was a shock looking at my face!
Walking back into the extras tent was pretty cool. Being one of the first ones put in costume, I got a lot of stares. And yes, I loved it. I felt like a star! (It doesn't take much to make me feel special.) As time went by, we started seeing more and more costumes, and it was incredible. The Roman soldiers walking around were my favorite, but there were also pharisees, temple guards, Jewish men and women, Africans, and Persians. The Persians received really fancy bright clothing, and they got makeup. I got a lot of pictures, but can't post them...contract!:-)
After a while, we were taken to the set, and my gosh, it was incredible. I mean, how many people can say they've visited Jerusalem? How many can say they've seen ANCIENT Jerusalem? It was just like being there. The man playing Jesus was on set also, and people were so excited to see him! Initially, I thought it seemed a little silly, these hundreds of starstruck people. But as the day went on, I began to see him differently. Not as an actor who was playing an amazing part, but as a representative of the Savior. I mean, you have to understand. Standing on set with hundreds of others, ALL of whom are dressed and playing parts just like me, it began to feel as if I was REALLY there...as if the Savior was truly walking among us, cleansing the temple! And so, when we wrapped and left the set for the day, I was so thrilled to have the chance to exchange a few words with this man (his real name is John). One of the other extras waved at him, and later said he could cross "meet Jesus" off his bucket list....ha ha!
But before the wrap, we filmed two scenes. Yes, two scenes total, and it was a 12.5 hour day! If that isn't testament to the detail that has to go into filming, I don't know what is. For the first scene, we were walking through the temple where the money changers were, the animals, and everyone else, when suddenly we heard a crash and ran off, scared. The crew members didn't tell us that anything was going to crash, so when it happened, my response was not acted. In fact, I jumped and looked back, and then panicked, thinking I'd screwed up. But no, that was exactly what they wanted!
The second scene was an extension of the first, but just from a different angle, and a little further into the cleansing of the temple. They were filming people running and scattering out of the temple while the Pharisees challenged Jesus. They sent me off at the end of the scene, as one of the stragglers still running around. They then ended the scene with the sheep scattered, tables overturned, the temple empty of people and everything, except for Christ and one perfect little lamb. The poor lamb was scared to death...all of his sheep friends had taken off running and he had to stay!
Speaking of the lamb, it was awesome working with animals on scene! I loved it. On set were donkeys, pigeons, sheep, and doves. There were two camels there too, but they weren't on set.
Anyway, that's the gist of my day. I won't lie, it was hot in the sun, and physically I was not comfortable in the outfit I had. But the day was about so much more! Too see the camaraderie among people was inspirational. People from all over the world (literally, there were people from as far away as Ghana!!), all walks of life, all ages, coming together. I shared friendships with so many people. At the end, some gals asked me how old I was, and were shocked to hear how old I am (31 if anyone is interested). As we took turns guessing each others' ages, it struck me that these were people who I may not necessarily be friends with in the real world. We are different ages, have different interests, different styles, and so much more. Yet that day, we were simply humans, all grateful for the opportunity to celebrate our Savior's love and life. Friends. Brothers and sisters.
I'll never forget that feeling of unity. I'll never forget the feeling of walking the streets of Jerusalem, as the Savior walked among us. It was...I can't even think of an accurate word for it. Amazing? Awesome? Awe inspiring? All I know is, I want to carry the feeling with me. Forever.
Friday, October 1, 2010
What've I Been Up To?
I mentioned awhile ago that I was given the opportunity to work with my friend in her business. She's such an ambitious gal, and she started her own business a little over a year ago. Yeah, only a year. And she's already doing SO WELL that she needs more people! Awesome huh:-) So...what's the job, you ask? It's an awesome, my-kind-of-a-job job. Part time, occasional work having a blast with kids.
Yeah, baby...face painting! How fun, huh? So as of now I'm practicing on anyone who will let me (yep, including Clay) and trying to get good at it so I can start. I had my first gig awhile ago and it went really well, but I can definitely see that I need more practice. I'm pumped up!
Check out my friend's business, and you'll see why she's successful.
Yeah, baby...face painting! How fun, huh? So as of now I'm practicing on anyone who will let me (yep, including Clay) and trying to get good at it so I can start. I had my first gig awhile ago and it went really well, but I can definitely see that I need more practice. I'm pumped up!
Check out my friend's business, and you'll see why she's successful.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Happy Birthday Mom
Ten things I love about Mom:
1. She loves family and all of us being together.
2. She is a chef on a budget. She can whip up all sorts of great meals for under $10.00.
3. She is frugal, and proud to be.
4. She sings to our kids, reads to our kids, and teaches our kids how to be good, and smart people.
5. She loves to learn new things, and accepts the challenge placed in front of her.
6. She loves people and will do many charitable things to help anyone out in need.
7. She is responsible, and teaches our family its importance.
8. She loves gardening.
9. She is a greenie, and is always finding new ways for herself, and the family to be more environmentally friendly.
10. She loves us and we love her.

Here is some pictures of her birthday celebration. ~Dad
1. She loves family and all of us being together.
2. She is a chef on a budget. She can whip up all sorts of great meals for under $10.00.
3. She is frugal, and proud to be.
4. She sings to our kids, reads to our kids, and teaches our kids how to be good, and smart people.
5. She loves to learn new things, and accepts the challenge placed in front of her.
6. She loves people and will do many charitable things to help anyone out in need.
7. She is responsible, and teaches our family its importance.
8. She loves gardening.
9. She is a greenie, and is always finding new ways for herself, and the family to be more environmentally friendly.
10. She loves us and we love her.

Here is some pictures of her birthday celebration. ~Dad
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Mom and Munchkin
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